Senseless Ramblings of a Wandering Dude

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 06:12:52 GMT

Tue, 31 May 2005 19:42:59 GMT

guys . . .

i saw bright eyes . . . do you know how beautiful it was - well, lucky for you i'm going to tell you . . .

when we got there, we thought that they were checking people for stuff, so steven and i left our flasks in the car . . . after drinking liberally . . . and then proceeded in . . .

we got all down in the big crowd of people where i proceeded to make two new friends over cloves . . . kim and laura . . . kim was generous with her alcohol the whole night . . . now jared loves kim . . .

mars black opened . . . i think that was their name . . . it was two rappers and a white dj guy . . . the crowd of depressed skinny white kids looked so confused . . .

kim and i decided that we had to drink through the confusion . . . and you know . . . they got progressively better . . .

finally they left and the feint played . . . nice nice . . . very 80s . . . excellent stage presence . . . i danced freely . . .

but bright eyes . . . oh bright eyes . . . they came on stage and i decided that the only way to welcome connor was with a clove and a drink . . . and i was right . . . it was excellent . . . the lights, the music, the crowd, the clove, the liquor [icandiehappier] . . .

at some point i went to the bathroom and was walking over some chairs (they were the movie theather folding type) and one closed on my foot and i couldn't get it out and was so confused . . . and some girl on the next row helped me out . . . and steven came to check on me when i was coming out the bathroom because he saw me get stuck and was worried that i couldn't take care of myself [i'mluckyforthefriendsihave] . . .

but connor also played lover i don't have to love and the "when you throw up water" song . . . and when it got real quiet at one point i screamed

connor . . . bear my children

but he didn't hear . . . we would have beautiful babies . . . so talented and fucked up . . . and our relationship would be so intense and volatile . . . it would be great . . . so many songs, so many poems . . .

and apparently i stumbled and headbutted a beautiful asian girl names jessica and i made friendly with her and her friends . . .

and i met michael(harris)jackson, and lex/lance/something (and we hugged over the flaming lips) and lindsay . . .

and well . . . it was an amazing night . . . i smoked too much, drank too much, made friends and saw connor live . . . and asked him to have my progeny . . .

it was one for the books . . .

?wannasee?

Mon, 23 May 2005 21:12:48 GMT

and well when i smear the blood

across my face, from these fingertips

-it makes the most beautiful mask

. . . that you still haven't seen through

Sun, 22 May 2005 04:16:00 GMT

shackles.

i tell you

so why don't i go ahead and break them

Thu, 19 May 2005 18:56:12 GMT

this has becoem an excercise in emptiness . . .

these are not my thoughts . . .

Wed, 18 May 2005 23:06:39 GMT

i'm angry at my hair . . .

and i'm threatening to cut it all off

i don't think it's listening
and now you're wondering why you're reading this

boy, a bag of fun - that's me

"bag o' crazy as i like to call it"

menya zaboot catherine zeta jones

Wed, 04 May 2005 15:15:26 GMT

a russian exam is hurtling my way,

and i'm still putting off studying

woo. go the awesomeness that is me.

it's the simple things

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 03:32:16 GMT

i love chicken fingers with horseradish sauce on the side

[01101100010101101010010101001010]

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 17:46:39 GMT

the girl next to me is typing loudly with only two fingers

really, does it have to be so violently loud . . .

i'd love to break all your fingers

stay let me wait while you whisper

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 16:19:38 GMT

kung fu hustle was greatness the likes this boy has needed for some time . . . i don't think i've ever laughed so hard at a movie . . . part of it was probably aided by the fact that i had been up since 4:45 that morning and it was 12:30 . . . and i had only had 2 hours of sleep . . . and it was opening night, so the energy was excellent . . .

but that movie . . . to put it like a caramel frappuccino-drinking-14-year-old-girl, "it was . . . um . . . like, good like whoa"

i mean, they had a taoist kung fu master . . . i can't put into words how happy that made me . . . i mean, if i were going to be a kung fu master, i would definitely have a taoist fighting style . . .

Ryan's discussing how it would be interesting if when i body was decomposing if ester groups were made instead of nitrous and sulfur groups . . . so that it would smell good . . . you know, the run-of-the-mill conversation of how organic chemistry plays into our concept of smell . . .

(now i'll use a bunch of big words to feel smart too)

it was nice . . .

but kung fu hustle . . . it was ridiculous and excellent . . . and ASIAN . . . yay . . . i would definitely say that i am altering my top three to include that . . .

pita bread and tarot cards

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 03:53:04 GMT

sleep was my only refuge

[?sowhy'dyouhaveto takethattoo?]

this life is too short and too beautiful for all this ("x") that we get bogged down in . . .

so come on guys / / /

x=evilbullshit
life - x = simplicity
simplicity = happiness
happiness = koolaid smiles
koolaid smiles = summertime fun

it's just that simple

rumplesilkskin (AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 03:43:41 GMT

too much Connor is .detrimentalbeautiful.

for the soul . . .

when life gives you shit,
you make shit-ade

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 03:11:07 GMT

The Umbrellas

are a beauty that

this boy has been needing

for some time now

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 03:50:32 GMT

we might be turning into butter(fly)S

but i certainly

*.f(e.e)l.*

like a caterpillar

{=so you'll have to help me along=}

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 02:54:25 GMT

*inhale*

(longingdrivedesiredreamsambitionhopewishes)

*e x h a l e*

(c)88648(o)*^&

(n)%$# (f)

!224(u)^%*&(s)==(i)>>(o)`;

(n)

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 02:28:59 GMT

so this gal, Ashley is pretty amazing and talented, and well, she makes cards too (apparently)

you should go here and check em out:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/medandme/sets/221419/

he looooka like-a man

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 17:00:17 GMT

so, see guys . . .

last night ste*ven and i were accosted by Miss Swan . . .

she wanted to tell us about Jesus and how our hair and clothes couldn't glorify God . . .

and then there was a tangent about how sex and service with God don't mix (i don't know how we got there) but the scariest part was her telling us that she knew how good sex was . . .

and then there were violent hand gestures and thrusting and i didn't catch anything that her broken english was saying . . .

but yeah . . . for a good 30, 40 minutes we stood there and listened . . . it was intense . . . and funny . . .

i wanted to take my picture with her, but i was afraid she would tell me in violent hand gestures and thrusting that taking pictures didn't mix with serving God . . .

24601

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 16:28:46 GMT

*gag*

and

*vomit*

*coughwheezesigh*

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 04:30:32 GMT

Sin City was beautiful
but sucked a big one . . .

The Dresdens Dolls go on the big-time favorite list . . .
Anyone wishing to apply for love must be willing to dance
in the rain to them . . .

life is . . .

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 04:59:28 GMT

Great Lake Swimmers

make me cry

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 17:20:25 GMT

am i lying . . .

to you
(to myself)

to the whole fucking world

at least it brings smiles

and if, if, if

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 17:31:33 GMT

i have decided that if

we lived in a world where the

"chips enlarged to show texture" note
on the bag of lay's bbq chips

were a lie, then we would be so much better

because if our chips were a 3, dare i say, 4 bite ordeal

would it not be a better world in all the other ways as well

screw Dr. Phil

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 18:13:00 GMT

everyday i tell myself

get the fuck over it

and it helps so very much

(it could always be so much worse . . . and it never is)

yay for me

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 21:03:17 GMT

so i made poem of the day and top ten member rated poetry on pathetic.org . . .

*smile*

ego is thoroughly massaged

where the food's the star

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 16:58:36 GMT

life . . . you are getting to be too much to handle

brain . . . you will be switched off

fun . . . you will be had in massive quantities

so that i may remember what it is to be a child

and have simple joy

God, i hear You calling, but i don't know how to answer